Saturday, 8 January 2011
But suddenly, I’m scared.
What if it gets hard?
What if I don’t continue to lose the weight?
What if I don’t lose it as quickly as I would like?
It has just seemed too easy this first week.
Have I been too positive?
Am I getting my hopes up too high?
Fear. There it is. Fear of failure. Fear I don’t have what it takes. Fear that I’ve been dreaming all week believing I can do this, and do it quickly.
And now, I remind myself:
. Be open.
. Remain positive.
. Leave unnecessarily high expectations behind.
. Keep at it.
. I am doing a great job and I have what it takes.